It's Not a Diary

[Joel Richard Harrington]

Book 4.

I can understand how many I've gone through since I've been working at Hogwarts. 4. It's a large book and to be honest, it isn't really that hard. What if I leave this book, or any of my other three in the class room? What if my class finds out about the fact that I am a werewolf. It would hurtme plenty. I've lied to so many, and hurt so many more when I speak the truth. I just wish someone would not run away from the beast that is in me.

I mean, it isn't my fault that this beast lives in me. Oh no! I was bitten when Iwas much younger. I swear I tried to never bite anyone, and I think I didn't, if the proof of me still being unresigtured means anything. I'm good a hiding, I guess. I love the stars, if that helps and, well, with being a werewolf I am always away for one night, and that is always hard to explan. I lie and say I must visit my sister who is a werewolf. Good thing I am a halfblood, it makes it easier to lie.

So I use that lie, and because I try to 'help' out the WCU, I tell them I can handle it. But, one day my luck will run out. I might bite someone, and that's never good. It isn't good that I am sneaking into the places and getting the medicine I need. Actually, I think I'm still brewing Wolfbrane. At least my mind works during this time. So I just hide out in my rooms.

I have to head to class in an hour, so I will return book to write more.

Joel.